Everyday I feel like killing myself. The bullying is too much and the pressure to fit in is just unbearable. I have went as far as putting a loaded guns worth of pills in my mouth but was too scared to swallow. Maybe it was a good day? By good I mean better than headbutting my wall and cutting open my forehead like what happend a few weeks ago. I am thankful for websites like this that truly allow people from all likes of the world to discuss thier bullying problems and issues. Sometimes a public forum is better than a psychologist and It’s cheaper too. Thanks High School Fat Ass, in some way I think you saved my life.
Hey guys Im Carla and my dad is a bully to me. He calls me fat ass, and lard butt even when we’re in public. It makes me very sad and depressed and I actually started smoking cigarettes because of it. I can barely make it through my day without crying but I have no where else to go because im only 15. Please help.
My name is Mike and I wanted to share my story.
I was literally minutes away from killing myself from bullying. Knife in one hand and a bottle of pills in the other. I was so tired of getting called a fat ass every day of my life. I wimped out and just stole some liquor out of my dad’s cabinet. I was very sick and hungover the next day and I spent the whole day in bed thinking of ways to change. I tried alot of things including hard drugs but all it takes is a little dedication. I gave up soda and chips and drank a crap load of water and power ade zeros. Chips turned into kale chips and pork rinds. I am down 80lbs in one year and can actually smile now. I feel for any obese kid, but don’t worry, it can get better.
HIGH School Fat Ass, thank you for this website. My child is obese as you once were and comes home in tears from school because of bullying. I let him read some entries here and I believe it’s helped him a bit knowing that he’s not the only one dealing with this tragic issue. I believe one day you will help resolve our nations bullying problems.
Thank you again, Jeannie.
I would like to share my story. I am a big girl and get bullied. I am so happy school is over because there was not a day, literally not a day that I dont cry in school. I tried to lose weight, I even went 4 days without eating before but I ended up in the hospital because I fainted. I blame the girls at my school with their designer purses and North Face jackets. Apparently if there dads can afford a new car fir their 16th birthday he affords liposuction too. These twig bitches make my life a living hell. If you are reading this, screw you. I hope one day you feel my pain. Even then youd be lucky because for me its not someday, its everyday.
My name is Tommy and everyone hates me. I don’t know why because I never did anything to those kids but they make fun of me and hurt me everyday. Im in some special classes because ny brain doesnt learn as great as other kids but they shouldn’t yell RETARD at me whenever I walk by. Its really not nice and I cry sometimes. I cant help me. Im sure theres some things wrong with them too but I dont make fun of them about it. I hate bullies and I hate school. One time this bully threw a ball of clay at my face and I had a black eye. Everyone laughed at me even tho I was crying. Most people are bad and mean.
Hi, I’m Tonya and I wanted everyone to know what bullying can do.
My little brother is autistic and the kids at our school see him as the perfect target. He is the best person I know and doesn’t deserve it. He is ALWAYS smiling, ALWAYS happy, doesn’t make fun of anyone or anything. He loves everyone. In the past couple weeks I noticed he wasn’t ALWAYS smiling, it took quite a bit of convincing for him to tell me but I finally got out of him that there are these boys at school that actually physically hurt him and call him things like “stupid” and “retarded.” He wont tell me the boys names because I think he is either too scared or embarrassed. This needs to end. Bullying needs to end. If you see bullying happen, especially to someone who can’t defend themselves, please step in and make a difference.
Hey everyone, my friend told me about this site so I figured I would post. I am a gay African American and you think you have it hard? Everyday people criticize and judge me before getting to know me because of my skin color. Then, after they get to know me, they judge me because of my sexual orientation. It’s just not fair. I am humble, generous, and educated. I am currently in law school and hope to be successful someday soon. However, people will still treat me the same way, and judge me the same way. It’s a very unfair world we live in, and I hope to make a change some day. Please spread the word about bullying. It could really be life or death.
I get bullied everyday. You should see my thighs, where there was once skin is over 5 inches of scar tissue. The only thing that gave me relief from bullying was a razor blade. Im too young to buy alcohol, but every house has razors. Those bullies are lucky I chose my leg and not my neck. Weather they know it or not, its THIER blood that spills out. I dont deserve this.
Hello guys, my name is Miguel and I wanted to share a story with you about bullying. In 4th grade there was this boy named Ramon and he was bigger than me. Everyday he would come into 1st hour I was start shaking really bad and sometimes I would. He would always just walk up to me and say “what do you got for me?” He wanted my lunch money. My mom always gave me 4 dollars for lunch. He told me if I told anyone about it he would kill me. I didn’t want to die so I gave him all my moneys. My mom never really makes breakfast so I usually go from when I wake up all the way until supper time until I eat. It’s a long time and I get real hungry at school most times but there’s nothing I can do because I don’t want to get punched or killed by Ramon. I wish he would change schools because I hate being scared all of the time. And I would really like to have money for lunch so I can eat with the rest of my friends.
Hey guys, my name is Antan and I am 11 years old. I get bullied and made fun of every day and it makes me cry. I tell my mom about it and she says to tell the teacher but when I do they don’t do anything. I am very sad all day at school and I hate going. I say I’m sicl everyday to try to stay home. I even used a lighter to make the thermometer go high so my mom thought I was sick. I hate school because the kids are so mean to me. Please help me stop this. Please someone tell me how to be able to go to school and not be sad. thanks. – Antan
I want to post here for my friend Kyle. He was geeky and got good grades, and he had everything in front of him including a full ride to Michigan State. I noticed senior year in high school he seemed different. He wouldn’t talk to me as much and never wanted to hang out. I noticed a few days went by and he wasnt at school. The next morning during the morning announcement they said Kyle passed away and we would have a half day. What the hell? What happened to my friend? They found websites and notes about suicide and bullied and decided that was the cause… I wish he would have said something… I think I could have helped him… Goodbye buddy, I hope its nice up there.